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Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth), 1879-1971

"This Freedom"

Love loves these snatched moments and always makes
them snatched to breathlessness. She opened the door and must be
gone. She said to him, speaking first, "Oh, we were vile in there!
How vile we were!"
It was, the intimacy and the abruptness of it, the perfect
comprehension that their thoughts were shared, as if they had known
and loved for years.
He caught her hand. "My conspirator! My secret-sharer!"
She gave him her heart in her eyes.
He said, "To-morrow, I will come to you."
She disengaged her hand.
He gave a swift look all about and caught her in his arms. "You
must tell me, my Rosalie. Tell me."
She breathed, "You knew, before I knew, that I loved you."
When she was home and got to her room she undressed, suffering her
clothes to lie as they slipped from her. She got into bed, moving
there and then lying there as one in trance.
Cataclysm! All she had been, all she had determined--all, all gone;
all nothing, surrendered all. At a touch, in a moment, without a
cry, without a shot, without a stroke, all her life's habit swept
away. All she had been, all she'd designed, all she had built
within herself and walled about herself, all she had scorned, all
that with a violent antipathy she had shuddered from or with curled
lip spurned away,--all, all betrayed, breached, mined, calamitously
riven, tumultously sundered, burst away.
She turned her face to the pillow and began to cry--most frightfully.


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