It was as though a whole life of joy and happiness had been suddenly
snatched from him and it was Clare who had robbed him--Clare who had never
cared what the things might be that she demanded from him--Clare who gave
him nothing.
But his rage now, he also felt, was beyond all reason, something that
belonged to that other part of him, the part that Scaw House and its dark
room understood and so terribly fostered.
He was afraid of what he might do.
II
On opening the nursery door he saw the straight, thin, shining back of Mrs.
Kant as she bent to put things straight. Young Stephen was quietly asleep.
He closed the door, and, turning in the narrow passage, found Clare coming
out of her room. In the dim light they faced one another, hostility flaming
between them. She looked at him for a moment, her breast heaving, her mouth
so tight and sharp, her eyes so fierce that her little stature seemed to be
raised by her anger to a great height.
At that moment Peter felt that he hated her as he had never hated any one
in his life before.
She went back, without a word, into her room.
She did not come down again that night and he had his evening meal,
miserably, alone.
He slept in his dressing-room. Long before morning his rage had gone. He
looked at her locked door and wished, miserably, that he might die for
her.
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